WILL YOU ??
The remembrance of YOU that i lost,
For all those years i forgot,
Will YOU forsake me now?
For all those loves i tried to find
For all those times i strayed wild
Trying to find
Solace
Love
Something
Will YOU judge me now ?
For all the loneliness
For all the heartaches
For all the tears
Yearnings
Will YOU give up on me now ?
Lost in wilderness
Burden of deeds
Or feeling bereft without YOU
With YOU hidden
And i just a forsaken child
Will YOU not come to find me ?
Nothing soothes
And everything hurts
Grasping hands
Coming empty
Gasping breath
Spent empty
Where are YOU?
Are my wanderings
My soiled clothes
Too much for YOU to bear ?
Before this maze
Corrupts again
Before my heart looses hope again
Won’t YOU dispel
This gaping edge ????
From wanting to be special
To forgetting i still exist
Surprised when some one tries
To address someone like me !!
Yet that one call
Which never comes
That YOU have called me
By my very own name.
The shame is upon YOU
For YOU are the one called- BELOVED
If lover looses memories
Aren’t YOU suppose to
Win back Lover again ?
So will YOU stop tracking me now ?
The burden of my deeds
The curtain of my ignorance
Was never too big
For BELOVED like YOU
And i would have never felt...........
My nothingness so deeply
If YOU haven’t made me
Felt forsaken as much
AS NOW ...................
----- Roohi
May YOU feel this now
Be with me now.....
May YOUR eyes touch this pain for once.....
AMEN.....
