EK BHI AANSOO NA KAR BEKAR ( DON'T WASTE A SINGLE TEAR )

Born and raised in love,
never knowing the truth,
This is the world where balance
walk hand in hand with imbalance.

BUDDHA saw three realities ,
of this illusion called world,
I saw one....

The first dead body I ever saw
The first dead body i ever hold,
Was my first born son....

Wearing rosy glasses I never saw pain,
I talked to HIM everyday
leaned on HIM for everything,
From ice cream to holiday
I demanded everything from HIM....

And HE took my first born away...

I prayed and i asked... And HE ...
kept silent
For five days my son withered in pain
in my arms HIS little body stiff
with each seizure he bore with grace.
and HE kept silent...
My world crashed ... Why me ??

In my inner sanctum rage reined
HIS beloved i was , how did this happened
Silent pain.. silence ...
Everything once rosy turned...
Is that how world take the U-TURN ?
Stopped my conversations with HIM..
denying HIS existence
as if that can ease the pain

Turned to internet, chat rooms
for grieving parent
since i was the only one
grieving for my lost son
and other things that came ..

And suddenly one year later
In that very same inner sanctum
Came a voice---

WHY NOT YOU ???



And my heart whispered 
Yes... Why Not Me ??


After that 
Life threw many twists and turn
All i can say about this life
that i have till date lived
BEEN THERE
DONE THAT
KNOW THIS TOO 
AND FACED THIS TOO.

Things still get rough...
i learned, -- life isn't always fun,
There is always some pain....
And today as pain comes...
i ask...
WHY NOT ME ??


Roohi- A personal story


After this personal story today here i want to go on saying something. My MASTER was not in my life when all this happened. I felt completely alone. Facing so much more. And yet today here i am... still saying...( Duniya me kitna gum hai. mera gum kitna kam hai. ) There is so much pain in this world. Mine is nothing in compare to all that.
Why ?? How can i say this ??


Coz now it hurts to see one thing... Which forced me to voice my opinion...
I shared this story so that you can know one thing... I know what it is to go through pain... And thus i can say this... coz many of us here can say-- oh.. what does she know about pain.. what gives her authority ?


There are many who since couple of generations, are in the fold of A Perfect Living MASTER. They are born and brought up with the knowledge that HE is there in their lives to look after them. They know also the theory of Karma And Results. that we have to go thru our karmas. That we are never alone. HE is always with us... suffering every bit with us. And yet i have seen them crying and complaining for worldly pains. Going on and on and on...


And that hurts...


Wasting precious tears on such mundane things !!!!


IT IS SAID THAT HUMANS HAVE SHED SO MUCH TEARS IN PAIN OF WORLD THAT THE OCEANS ARE MADE OF THOSE TEARS. THIS IS THE REASON BEHIND SALTINESS OF OCEAN WATER.


Agreed ... that when we are going thru drama of life taking it seriously , without any knowledge of HIM being here with us... we feel pain and we cry.. 
But after we have reached in HIS arms. In HIS fold... how much that is justified ??


DON'T WASTE A SINGLE TEAR ... WHO KNOWS WHEN THE OCEAN MIGHT REQUIRE OUR TEARS. 


ek bhi aansoo na kar bekaar, kya jaane kab sagar maangne aa jaaye.


SHED TEARS... BUT IN HIS LOVE
SHED TEARS ... BUT BECAUSE THE HEART YEARNS
YEANING TO BE WITH HIM
YEARNING FOR HIS UNION.


SHED TEARS COZ THESE EYES CAN'T BEHOLD HIM
AND THEN SHED OCEANS OF TEARS
BUT ONLY FOR HIM


Rest all is mere wastage of precious breath, time, emotions, energy and tears. Believe me ... one day heart will whisper ----  why ? why didn't you shed all those tears only for HIM ?? For only HE was worth it... Nothing else was, nothing else will ever be. And that day , that moment every tear we have ever shed for worldly relations, hurts , pains, sorrow... will haunt us like anything. 

It's amazing. That when HE gently draws us in HIS fold... and even bestows initiation to us, then we never ask --- Why me ? Coz then our ego tells us. That we are worthy. But when life throws us twists and turns. Pains and sorrows. Some tough times... we immediately ask HIM ---- WHY ME ???


EK BHI AANSOO NA KAR BEKAR..
DON'T WASTE A SINGLE TEAR....

Peace And Bliss to All 
Roohi