Har Ek Rooh pyaasi, Har Ek dil swali. Every soul is thirsty
and each heart is asking the question about BELOVED... Only where to look ? is
the question. Whose right answer is hard to receive. Otherwise look at all
those Satsangs. Look at all those religious or spiritual channels. And we will
see huge crowd gathering to listen. To something.... Even they don’t know
what.... But all they feel is this thirst. And so every one is gathered around
some kind of satsang or another. Do we receive true answers ?? It is up to us to investigate.
Since ages, many believed that the stage of “AHUM BRAHMASMI “
depicted in Vedas, is the highest stage. That achieved, the soul has achieved
Union with Brahma, understood own self – “Self Realization”, and reached
ultimate abode. There are many, who still consider it the ultimate aim to be
achieved. Ashrams, through out India are overflowing with aspirants wanting to
reach this stage. But PERFECT MASTERS tells us the different story. THEY all
tell us, that the knowledge given in Vedas, can not go beyond. Beyond, where
the birth of Vedas took place. SWAMI JI MAHARAJ, even goes on to say – Vedas were
born inside Third Realm. And all they can do is – tell us, what are the rules
that bound all three realms. And according to those rules, how can we live a
best life. Those who have knowledge goes on to say – That the Image one sees
inside three realms, which makes one believe that they have reached stage of “
AHUM BRAHMASMI” “I am that Brahma/i am the creator” Is a mirage or illusion,
shown by mind itself. Since soul hasn’t yet got rid of mind. A mind being the
projector. Easily projects one more illusion.
Then comes – “SO AHUM “ or “SOHAM”. Which means – “That
which the creator is, i am that”. Seems just like a different way of saying-
Ahum Brahmasmi. But if we look closely – it still depicts – Duality. Since even
in words there are two. HIM, and i. What ever HE is, i am that too. Simple
logic. The soul hasn’t yet reached. In Sar Bachan SWAMI JI MAHARAJ gives us the
stage where Soul receives this experience. Just before forth realm, is the real
AMRITSAR/ MANSAROVER. When the soul takes bath in it. Mind and it’s vices are
shed. As soul becomes free of mind, and stands there in her full glory. She realizes
that she is of same essence as GOD is. In fact it is there she understand what
she is. Here the true love and yearning for BELOVED is born. Till here what
ever love or yearning we feel. Is creation of mind. And thus subject to ups and
downs. It is near this AMRITSAR soul realizes... “SO AHUM/ SOHAM “. But this
still is not the real GOD REALIZATION...
We hear the story of MANSOOR – AL- HALLAJ. HE while in the Meditative
Glory of union with BELOVED uttered the words --- “I AM TRUTH” ( “I AM GOD”) ( ANA- L-
HAQQ ) And
those who heard HIM saying thus – immediately felt that HE committed worst kind
of sin. It was because of these words. That HE was sentenced to death. A very
gruesome death. Tortured and decapitated.
Though in BOOK OF MIRDAD, it is said--- that the only “I” that truely exists is
the “I “ of GOD. So this “I “ is worthy. And later RUMI ji said --- Those who
do not utter these words. Are true KAAFIRS.( not true Muslim. Muslim means –
one who has taken refuge in GOD ) They are Kaafir, because that means, they
haven’t done anything to realize THE TRUTH. Which is the real and soul purpose/
religion of soul.
So above Ahum Brahmasmi or Soham, this is the destination of
soul – I AM TRUTH....... In fact it is still more further. Calling out I AM
TRUTH .... feels like there is still some thing left.... For there can’t be
anything left to say. Sometimes i feel... real destination could be – when as
MASTER says --- Goongey ka Guud. A sweet eaten by one who can not speak. No
words remaining. There is nothing to describe. For words are too small. That the
destination is --- when soul becomes silent. Too full, or too complete to
speak...
AND OF COURSE THIS KNOWLEDGE AND THIS STAGE CAN BE ACHIEVED
THRU PERFECT LIVING MASTER. AND HIS GRACE, CAN AND WILL TAKE US.... TO THAT
ULTIMATE REALIZATION.
May we reach... that kind of GOD REALIZATION soon. AMEN...
Peace And Bliss --
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