Wednesday, June 24, 2009

To MASTER With Love

MASTER................................
The moment these words comes in mind, the mind and soul feels a feeling of recognition, of love and peace. A feeling of belongingness. Soul's feeling of finally about to reach home. To HIS arms. Of finally being able to put your head down and just rest. And how near that rest is. As near as our own breath. All we have to do is close our eyes. And there it is , in this darkness there is rest. coz even our mind recognise HIS presence there in this darkness. So who says that only when we see the light we reach home or to HIM. HE is never far. just shutting your eyes away. And that's a relief coz this we can carry with us everywhere. Not like any statue...we can carry our own ocean of peace with us always. As it's constantly present within us. With HIM, :)

Why not just stop seeking anything at all? and just rest. When we need rest at home we close our lights and stay in darkened room. So why we keep constantly asking ?? when we will see light?
As humans we are fashioned to seek result. And for millions of years we are doing just that. Mind needs to see results. And we don't know how to live the moment. Many quotes says... happiness is in this moment. And we keep looking for happiness to arrive. never recognising that we are living it...and we keep waiting. This is how we take our meditation. we never learn to enjoy it. never learn to rest our tired mind and body in that stilling darkness, and keep waiting for light to appear. Becoming discouraged as it doesn't. Never recognising that here it is...in this darkness ..our chance to rest in HIS divine presence. Even that is a peace. After all we do know we are going home.
We shud learn to rest...finally after a tiring day, doing all the jobs that doen't belong to us.. we shud just learn to let go and just....REST..in that darkness with HIM...
MASTER....................

oh!!! what a wonderful word....

my MASTER........ :)

~Let Me See You Lord~

Let Me See You Lord
Not things you perform
Not bright shiny packages
Not things that adorn

Let me see you Lord
In wonder I sing
Power and majesty
All Praise to my King

Let me see you Lord
In large things and small
In life as I journey
You won’t let me fall

As I stubbornly flounder
Through daily to do’s
Without thought or humility
To request help from You
Who is constantly with me
If I acknowledge or not
You are faithfully present
To author my thoughts
Of Your spirit within me
Which desires to please
My omnipotent Father
I bow down on my knees
To have fellowship with You
As I offer my praise
And commune with my Father
The Ancient of Days
You delight in my presence
You desire my heart
You are saddened each morning
As I thoughtlessly start
Without seeking Your guidance
And the favor You yearn
To give of so freely
In Your bosom it burns
You are gentle and patient
As You sadly observe
My self centered attempt
To dispense with Your word
As I walk out the door
Once again I neglect
To commune with my Father
To take time to reflect

How I want to see You Lord
Nothing else takes Your place
I am useless and futile
Save Your presence and grace

Once again Lord forgive me
For being so self absorbed
To neglect our communion
And miss the reward
Of Your presence so caring
Of Your fragrance so sweet
As I daily step into Your plan
so complete
That You fashioned it perfectly
Before I was born
Every intricate detail
Every life vessel formed
Every path I’m to follow
Every step I’m to take
To prevail through the journey
To run the good race

Lord I shant disappoint You
I will ride with You now
On Your white horse behind you
As Your bride show me how
As I asked, seeked, and knocked
You were true to Your word
You were anxious to guide me
As I listened and heard
From You Father who wakens
The still early morn
As I rest in Your presence
I’m entreated to turn
To my Father who’s faithful
To direct all my ways
If I’m faithful to seek him
At the dawn of my days.

And yet we neglect to do one and only thing HE asks...to meditate..and to be with HIM for HE is seeking our company more then we are seeking HIM...

for HE is the seeker and we think we are seeking HIM...

keep looking for HIM with HIM.. :)

Because you loved me...

For all the times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I'll be forever thankful for you
You're the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You're the one who saw me through
through it all
You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'cause you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love I had it all
I'm grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe I don't know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because I was loved by you
You were always there for me
The tender wind that carried me
A light in the dark
shining your love into my life
You've been my inspiration
Through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place
because of you
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me"
I'm Everything I Am~
Because You Loved Me "

when everything else fails in this world my MASTER helds me up so that i can still reach HIM..

when i lost my faith it was HE who kept holding me.....

Make me reach my special cloud again

Just one more mountain God,
is this just one more mountain I must climb?
Or is it my last?
I must confess, it looks so high.........
Not sure if I can climb this one,
this time.
I'm really afraid
but that is just between you and I.
I couldn't say that to anyone else.
I feel tears in my eyes,
tears in my heart.
Looking back I've had so much.
I am thankful.
Never fully appreciating.....
God, is this just one more mountain to climb?
Or is it my last?
Are you going to give me
the strength and courageI need
to reach the top this time?
I've lived, I've cried,
I've laughed,I've loved
but I feel like I have so much more
that I want to do in my life.
God, is this just one more mountain to climb?
Or is it my last?
Please I want so much to reach the peak again.
I want to float on my own special cloud again.
I've so much more laughter,
so much more passionfor life.
So much more love to give.
Please God,
the tears are beginning to well up in me now.
Is this just one more mountain to climb?
Or is it my last?

Reaching you my MASTER is my special cloud...

every time my heart asks when there is a mountain to climb..is it my last???
but with u holding my hands..
i can climb any mountain..my MASTER....

HIS WILL

Sometimes I ask the question,
"My Lord, is this your will?"
It's then I hear you answer me,
"My Precious Child... be still.

"Sometimes I feel frustrated,
cause I think I know what's best.
It's then I hear you say to me,
"My Busy Child... just rest

"Sometimes I feel so lonely
and I think I'd like a mate.
Your still small voice gets oh so clear
and says, "My Child... please wait"

"I know the plans I have for you,
the wondrous things you'll see;
If you can just be patient,
Child,and put your trust in me.

I've plans to draw you closer.
I've plans to help you grow.
There's much I do you cannot see
and much you do not know.

But know this, Child .....
I LOVE YOU.
You are Precious unto Me.
Before I formed you in the womb,
I planned your destiny.
I've something very special
I hope for you to learn.
The gifts I wish to give to you
are gifts you cannot earn.
They come without a price tag,
but not without a cost;
Rest Child, and do not weary
of doing what is good.
I promise I'll come back for you
just like I said I would.
Your name is written on my palm,
I never could forget;
Therefore, do not be discouraged
when my answer is... "Not Yet"

How can we know HIS will? we can not. But only truth is...HE knows best. and we go on asking what we feel is best for us. never understanding the value of each and every moment that HE gives is for our best. In pain HE is wiping off our karmas. In happiness HE laughs with us. HE doesn't feel HIS own happiness and pain. HIS happiness is with us being happy. and HE cries when we are in pain. so where are we alone... no where. since HE is always with us...loving us as no one else can ever love us...weak beings though we are....HE still loves us will all our sordidness...only HE is capable of accepting us as we are...no one else is capable of doing this..
NONE...

HEAL MY PAIN

HEALED AND WHOLE

One day I dug a little hole
And put my hurt inside
I thought that I could just forget
I'd put it there to hide.
But that little hurt began to grow
I covered it every day
I couldn't leave it and go on
It seemed the price I had to pay.
My joy was gone,
my heart was sad
Pain was all I knew.
My wounded soul enveloped me
Loving seemed too hard to do.
One day, while standing by my hole
I cried to God above
And said, "If You are really there --
They say, You're a God of Love!"
And just like that --
He was right there
And just put His arms around me
He wiped my tears,
His hurting child
There was no safer place to be.
I told Him all about my hurt
I opened up my heart
He listened to each and every word
To every sordid part.
I dug down deep
and let got my hurt
I brushed the dirt away
And placed it in my MASTER's hand
And healing came that day.
He took the blackness of my soul
And set my spirit FREE!
Something beautiful began to grow
Where the hurt used to be.
And when I look at what has grown
Out of my tears and pain
I remember every day
to give my hurts to Him
And never bury them again.........

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

Transition period of the soul -- ROOHI

Transitions in life,
are now taking form,
But what I feel,
is that I am torn.


In different directions,
of where to turn.
Not knowing really,
what I truly yearn.
Guidance is what,
I ask for now.
For I know in my heart,
that somehow.
I'll receive a sign,
to settle my fear.
Lighting my path
to bring me nearer.


To understand
whyI'm changing direction.
Letting go of my past,
making new connections.
Transitions from old,
into what's new.
Is a road travelled,
by very few.
But I am inspired
to travel down.
Not even knowing
what will be found.
And once the changes
have taken place.


And I am alone,
left to face.
Challenges leading,
on a new course.
Will push onward,
with a powerful force.
I trust I'll be shown,
as time goes by.
The answers
andthe reasons why.
My thirst and hunger,
will not cease.
As my soul searches
for inner peace.
But for now I see,
and also know.
Transitions in life,
help my spirit grow.

And.......It really helps the soul to grow...the transition period, as the soul turns away from world and faces it's MASTER.... the transition...at once painful and freedom....too...
Transition...every soul must go thru...
and then there is no turning back....

Silent Voice

I have a picture of you in the corner stone of my mind.
Fresh
I have a memory of you all the time..
Peace
The sun shines through my window pane,
and wakes me up to another blessed day.
Joy
I am walking outside,
close to the water,
and see the waves moving my way.
Satisfaction
I see someone walking with beautiful locs,
luminous smile..
You As the sunsets and the wind blows,
on my skin,
I feel you touching me from miles away..
Your Aura
Your encounter, brightens my heart,
makes me smile,
and feel like I can be me,
no matter what side of the bed I woke up on.
Love
I see me looking into your eyes,
and us having a conversation,
with no verbals being spoken.
Freedom
This is freedom....

JOURNEY OF A LOST SOUL- ROOHI

Slowly step by step
i came closer to HIM,
slowly step by step
i became aware of HIM.
i asked HIM to love me,
HE told me
HE already do,
i askedHIM,
make me fall in love with U
I hardly knowU
then how can i love U
HE opened the door,
and asked me to feed inside.
I looked inside
only to find nothing
Icried in the darkness
how can i love U?
when i don't knowU.
HE gave me eyes
to see
HE gave me ears
to listen
and said-
come fall in love
I am waiting for u here.
when u are satisfied be mine,
I'LL show u the path and lead u
I'LL make u fall in love too.
but these eyes find nothing
nearer to your image
i cried,
HE told me u'll understand

when you'll love me and me only
I'LL take your love completely,

and my soul's journey on the path of love,
as this soul finds new ways to
love HIM daily
the journey commense.

The day will come
i'll finally arrive
to learn to love HIM completely.
the day will come,
when HIS love is all there will be
and i'll be completely HIS.....

FOR MASTER WITH LOVE---

ek subah jab main aankhe kholu,
us din sawera ho jaaye,
ek subah jab main saans lu,
us din purwai beh jaaye.
ek subah jab main jaagu,
us din pankh mere faile ho,
ek subah jab pankh failau,
us din gagan swagat me ho,
ek subah teri baanhe,
or un baanho me main hu,
ek subah ye sunder andhkar,
tere noor se roshan ho,
ek subah main tujhme hu,
or tum bus mujhme ho.

-------------------------------------ROOHI
FOR MY MASTER WITH LOVE----


hum kitne chote hai,

tumhare samaksh,

apni abhilashao or akaanshao ke saath.

hum kitne chote hai,

tumhare samaksh,

apni uljhano or dar ke saath.

hum kitne chote hai,

tumhare samaksh,

apni pyaar ke paribhashao ke saath.

raasto ke talash me,

manzil ka pataa dhundte,

andhero me bhatakte,

ujaalo ke talaash me,

hum kitne chote hai,

tumhare samaksh,

apni banayi paristithiyo ke saath.

chal to pade hai,

tumhare saath me,

apne nahi tumhare pyaar ke wishwas ke saath.

hum kitne chote hai,

tumhare samaksh,

ab bhi apne he nishkarsho ke saath.

dayaro me bandhe,

asmaan ke talaash me,

zameen se bandhe,

par udaan ke talaash me,

shabdo se bandhe,

par khamoshi ke talaash me,

bandhano me bandhe,

par pankh ke talaash me,

chal to pade hai,

tumhare saath,

tumhare he diye wishwaas ke saath.

hum kitne chote hai,

tumhare samaksh,

par tum ho jab saath,

hum kaha chote hai

"zindagi" ke samaksh,

tere hote hum hai samarth

------------------------------------Roohi
What keeps us alive,
what allows us to endure?
I think it is the hope of loving,
or being loved.
I heard a fable once
about the sun going on a journey
to find its source,
and how the moon wept
without her lover’swarm gaze.
We weep when light does not reach our hearts.
We witherlike fields
if someone close
does not rain their kindness upon us.

Love Poems From God” by Daniel Ladinsky

Roohi's comment---

And this is why we search for love. When all this time this love is always nearer to us then our own breath. In form of GOD's love...in our own heart. The heart of soul. Which is not in chest. but between two eyes. And here the eternal and true love resides. And we weep for we try to find this love outside. But tears shed for HIS love while it resides inside us...are more worthy. Coz these tears take us to HIM...
And it's HIS gaze..HIS inner gaze that keeps us spellbound. It's this kindness that soul craves for...